I'm Afraid of...

People who know me know that I'm afraid of realatively many things like height, speed, blood and any kind of gross things. And the other thing I really afraid of is that the possibility or worry that I might lose a person I really care of. I would like to say that I've been trying so hard to be honest toward my heart and feeling.
I would be happy with you. You're such a nice person with warm heart and great attitude toward the world. I adore your appearance. I do. But I think I have to leave you with other nice people. 'Cuz I might hurt you. I know that it will happen, 'cuz it's been done before.